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Monday, Jan. 28, 2002 3:34 p.m. I wrote another nice long entry and my crap-for-a-computer froze again. And now I can't remember what I wrote, so here are some other things I was thinking about. **************************************** So, Jesse Lacey is a real standup guy. I remeber his brother to be the same too.It really is too bad I won't get to know him better. He already knows way too many people, i don't need to add myself to the list. I might anyway though. I wonder what it's like to know so many people. I know I keep saying this but I really do...Hmmm. I think if i did I know that many people I would end up having to be neutral. I don't want that. Neutral meaning, I think I would loose the will, or need, to be my own self. I know everyone has there own personality. But, you know for the most part when you spend alot of time with the same kind of people you become them with the essence of yourself. I mean you are gonna have to either compromise sometime, or not get along with everyone or anyone depending on the subject. Which is where I am at right now. Again I'd like to take this time to say 'Dang it'. **************************************** Oh and i wish i could go see Royal Tenenbaums. None of the Mandy Hoore crapola all my gay friends are going to see over and over. Gag me right now. I need twisted comedy and grand music. Dang it. I like hanging out and I haven't hung out or gone to any age appropriate parties since...1998. That looks so much worse written down...no maybe it is worse that it is actually true. Fudge. I want to have fun that is all. I ahve had to turn down so many parties for stupid reasons it isn't even funny. But at least I don't have to compromise my beliefs for anyone, because I know no one. I should probably be sad about this... I'm not really yet. Ill be back later. |
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