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Friday, Jan. 25, 2002 Half past bordem (6:08 pm)
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Today I talked to pete online. and get this he talked back. Hot dang. I wonder if missy knows...hmmm. But she shouldn't mind i mean if they are 'just friends' ( i say that very mockingly) she should have a problem should she. I mean she is just using him anyways.

Also I let it slip that Jesse gave me the idea for bobbin head dolls (on purpose of course) to Pete. Whoops. *sinister cackle* I betcha he's telling everyone now. Ha Ha. That filthy little _____ said he *hates* the Laceys ( he uses that word very freely so it kinda lost its meaning) but there is no way he could hate them because he never even knew them. Like they would care any way. He is just jealous of them. Because they are way cooler.

Very jealous. Matt too. I think Matt told him to hate them. Matt doesn't like them because his precious fiance' used to like one of them, or two of them. years & years ago though. Insecure boys. Big geeks. I mean if I were them I probably would be too. Their girlfriends wear the pants in the situations. The girls are users. It's a vicious cycle.

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I wonder what it is like to know so many people that you don't have anytime to spend with you real true friends. If you can even remember who they are. I think if you hang out with that many people, no matter who or where you are you become this sort of corny neutral shell of your former self and can always get back to the reall person you are. I notice that in people who know to many people. there is real no bond between them. It's like every man for himself and others are just there to have fun with. I guess it was good for me to grow up knowing only like 6 other people my age. although I kinda ditched my old friends who were much cooler and nicer to me. Don't ask me why. I didn't really have a choice in the matter. Ouchie. I wish the Gaydoshes still lived here. cause at the end *sob* Tim was a cool kid. A SAd one, but cool none the less.

I've rambled enough.

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