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Wednesday, Dec. 05, 2001 5:34 p.m.
Aftercry

I had a dream this afternoon during my aftercry snooze. I dreamed my younger brother got engaged. He is 15. This may be a result of my obsession over marriage. and maybe that obessesion is a result of marriage being my only ticket...anywhere. I think only Amish girls can share the problems...no, no...restrictions, i have placed on me.No one else. Not.One.Soul.

I was reading some stuff online today, and there are some lovely people (boys) on this planet. It is really too unfortunate that Val (the boy) lives in CA. and i live...well not in CA. Poop.

All the boys around here are either, younger,in a relationship, in a band, looking for fun, or gonna take me to The Lake Of Fire with him. No thanks.

I will die an old friendless maid. I have to leave and ponder that for a while. Wish me luck.

Sign my guestbook. Umm... and those boys who i don't know can stop asking me to marry them. Apprectiated. And you guys can lose my e-mail address too.

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