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2001-11-26 6:25 p.m.
what is wrong with me?

You know what? I havent been to see a live band in a really really long time.If anyone wants to take me to one, just ask.i'll probably say yes.

Brand New updated their website...go check it out.and go see them at Tower records!!! It'll be superb!

Did anyone see them on tour? Any pictures?Make me feel like i was there.alright then

Can somebody make a Brand New diaryring so i can join, please. I would make one myself but i'm not Gold and i have no moola to uphold that status,so...

oh and if anyone wants to give me a car for my birthday...hint hint , wink wink...you still have 3 days!!

Now the real entry:

Today i was really just looking around this little diaryland world, and there are so many other people that can express themselves much better than myself. But that is because they are older than me. Tell me that I am right about this, although you and i both know that it isn't true.tell me it is. otherwise i might make something.or clean something. goshdarnit. I really want to make everyone see the point of me not having anything to do. i am so serious.

I have the most teasing dreams.i don't really know what that has to do with anything. oh well.

jesse hates talking to me online. I can tell. and what's sad is that it doesn't even stop me from bothering the crap out of him.

I got an invitation to go snowboarding again (so happy i could burst ... and i will, later though). last year 'The Muscrat' asked me to go and it darn near killed me to say no(not by choice, by force). But wait there's more. I can't go. Again. and that really makes me sad. if you understood how many years of therapy are gonna be needed to fix the emotional damage that this current denial of snowboarding is gonna cause...you would be sad for me. or if you were me you would laugh like a maniac at someone else's misfortune. i have to go cry. Until next time.

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